Me? Use a dating app? Are you out of your mind Iām not desperate! I donāt need the internet to help me find a man, I can do it all by myself. Iām on old fashioned kind of girl, I want to bump into him at the grocery store, then weāll have this really intense immediate connection.
Heāll walk me to my car where we will stand and have a long chat about everything and nothing. Weāll realize itās getting late then heāll ask me for my number and Ā we will ride off into the sunset together. Right? Wrong! If I meet a guy at the grocery store, Iām in a rush and donāt have time to chat and I just want to go about my day unbothered so donāt you dare approach me with your mannes while Iām busyā¦ Soā¦ How am I going to meet him again?
This was my
biggest dilemma when it came to deciding whether or not I would embark on this
online dating mission. Then I read an article that said that we all go after
our goals, we decide what we want to do we research and do everything that we
can to make it happen, but we expect love to just fall into our laps like mana
from heavenā¦
So that tipped the scales and this year I decided that I was going to grab the bull by the horns, or rather the phone by the app store and download as many sites as I could, because variety is the spice of life, right? So, I downloaded eight dating apps, yes, EIGHT! Excessive? I think not, Iām on a mission to find my love!
And can I
just say that online dating is nothing like I thought it would beā¦ but
everything that I thought it would be as well. I have met some really creepy
guys who just gave me chills down my spine and not in a good way, Iāve met some
childish and immature men, I have met really random men and had the most stimulating
conversations with them and I probably never would have given them the time of
day had they approached in real life. I have met some really amazing men, but
they just werenāt for me.
I have struggled with my natural gut instinct to be vain, (what can I say I like things that are pretty to look at). I have struggled with what to say to these men, how much of myself am I willing to share, do I really want to talk to a man that is halfway across the world from me? Why can I not find any good-looking scintillating conversationalists who will give me butterflies.
Have I met my future baby daddy yet? Nope, but I sure am having a blast in my effort to find him. Iām playing the dating game and it sure is fun! I have learned not to take it too seriously and try to think of it as game. Because Iām holding out for my butterfliesā¦
If you want to hear the good, the bad and the ugly just tune in to our podcast and youāll hear all the gory details.
Your Girl
Thando